I have had the pleasure of working with some of the most amazing people…and the worst. When i started blogging and on most occassions..”journaling” because there is something very therapeutic about just getting things out—-my thought was that I needed to keep all my blogs upbeat…afterall…im living the “if” right?
Bullshit. I am one of the many people in the world who suffers from an anxiety disorder so maintaining a low stress happy life helps me with my everyday struggles.
Well it hasn’t taken me long to realize that although a great thought…the possibility of maintaining positivity when you spend almost 8 hours of your day with crabby, unhappy people minimizes the overall gummy bear and rainbow type path I was trying to take. I say people because that is the “politically correct” thing to say but let it be known that it is really a person. One individual who sets out to be just surly, nasty and mean in a very targeted fashion.
Why is it that some people can only get the courage of David when it comes to being horribly evil in a group setting. It always interests me when people set out to intentionally belittle others…because unbeknownst to them…no matter how much it hurts and embarrasses the target…it only highlights the insecurities of the person doing the targeting in spite of their title.
Nonetheless…i have been stumbling in my effort to maintain the smile that generally comes so natural to me. #livintheifstruggles